Car Ban

So far, I've been successful in my decision not to smoke in the car anymore. I believe because it was more than a general decision, more than part of a quit smoking process. In the end it will benefit me to slowly stop smoking in the places and times that I like to, but it immediately benefitted my family.

I have never smoked in the car at the same time my family was in the car, but there are other ways that smoking affects others without direct contact with the smoke. The oily residue from the burned tobacco remains in the car and gets onto skin and into lungs. I don't even want to begin a discussion on the ash tray and the odors that emits.

I thank God for the strength and ability He has blessed me with this weekend (which includes no longer smoking in the car). I am thankful for the ability to change my attitude towards others, and being more positive today. I have already noticed the look of surprise when some people who previously got the vibe that I was unapproachable were able to find me inviting today. I got much more positive energy back from the people I work with. While I'm not thrilled with my current job, I will still strive to be the best person I can be while there. It has more to do with my spiritual health than with the injustices I experience.